My love i miss you so much and i wish you had been here for the last few years. And im so sorry i havent tried to come to your grave. But i just cant bring myself to it. It would mean you were really gone. And i cant accept that. I dont know why im writing this but i just sitting here getting ready to leave for Cabaret. Yes baby your girl made it into a honors choir. Kalib baby there are so many people i want you to meet. Kiri and Syed and everyone. And Ali. Shes my best friend baby and yes i know we have the same name. Kalib im just so sorry i wasnt there that day. But im glad that the last words between us were “i love you”. I just wish you were here with me. Jace has run off and well all of the crew is gone. Im the only one left. Either they died or they ran off. Even Zero left.. I gotta go Kalib but i love you and even though you wont ever see this it just makes me feel better to write this.